Ramblings - II

touch my body
feel my skin
let me be the one
to crawl within

this velvet surrender
is a weight iam under

i can bid goodbye to these lies
so i give in to your wasted tries

i am fading thru these sheets
u cant see my skin
i am lying on a bed of nails
with all that made me sing...

i want to forget about my past
tomorrow is a pill i cant swallow

hands are shaking as they hold the gun
i dont kno of the dreams to come...

all that i have lived for is a lie
the reasons,excuses and the tries
feel like drowning in this rain
now all my nightmares kno my name...