Sweet Decline

Been waiting in the dark too long,
Waiting for someone to hold my hand.
Thinking of you and the light that I've wasted,
My thoughts you would not understand.

The lengths we would go to,
The things that we hide.
When all the secrets are once revealed,
Rest is just surprise.

I am at one, I never lie,
If I'd lose, you know I tried.
Been down this road before, yes i have,
Tasted nothing yet, but sweet decline.

Getting used to the change and the distance between,
I've been everywhere and seen everything.
It's hard to lead the life we choose,
These thoughts in my head I cannot defuse.