The past has a way of catching up with you. Whole of it can come gather around your eyes in a second...it doesnt go away, it never will, you think about the choices you should have made...you think about the results of the ones you already did...you see yourself bending and changing when you rearrange the glass in the broken mirror of your past...you feel bad about the people you took for granted...you feel guilty...And that guilt carries itself forward from the past, like a wind throught the sea, and creeps into your present times too...there is no escape from it...no place you can hide from it...no hole you can dig to go deep into...if you shut your eyes, you see it more clearly...if you shut your ears...the noise thats inside of you only becomes louder...
You are lucky if you have a warm heart and a person's shoulder to rest your head on - and for once, forget about trying to find an answer to everything...seems like I always had the former, but am forever craving for the latter...
- actual diary entry from my diary...
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